I like to catch a pattern of anything, especailly a pattern of people's behaviour. I did not try to anaylize Seunghwan but I could just realize that his behaviour when he is with girls is quite patterned.

He tends to hit -there must be a better word than 'hit'- or slyly play sort of mean but not offensive jokes on girls when he sees them, most likely just out of mischief.

He usually starts off like this:
"You said I am (something)"
or
"Je moyah? (what the hack are you? in Korean)"

He would then go on, laughing. He would swing his arm or make any visible, possibly wild movements. He makes the girl laugh whoever she is. He would not say bye but would rather just walk away, still laughing or murmuring something.

I probaby did not describe it very clearly, for it is something hard to be worded but easy to be sensed.

He seems as if he does whatever he feels like however he wants. I envy how he lives, the way he is. I am more supressed by myself and supress myself unlike him. I hope I can unseal myself.